I feel really bad today coming here and asking for help as I haven't been active online in months from health issues and now marital problems. I have though of other ways but with everything going on if I do a GoFundMe it will cause me and my 2 kids that's lives in the house with me it will cause unnecessary drama and my daughter has some issues stemming from her in the system yes she is adopted, & my son has sensory issues, our churches aren't able to help as most fund deplete by the middle of the month I have reached out. For unnecessary reason caused from my husband's side of the family we are currently separated and not in the same residence ruled by court and this is my first month of everything on myself in over 20+ years and very unexpected. I had everything covered but my rent which is $725 and unfortunately after groceries I have nothing left and nothing else coming in for this month I can find means to get groceries and pay me electric as are we prepaid but I'm stressing my rent and any would be truly appreciated. With everything going on I can't lose my place and if I don't have it paid by the end of the month that will make me a month behind and at risk and yes before no my we wasn't late it's due on the 20th and I was looking of other means or ways to get it myself as I also have medical conditions that prevent me from working and my disability has not been approved so this month I'm in a pinch and he has been the provider I am willing to send a receipt of my rent paid when I have all the funds to pay to everyone that's what is and donates and I'm sorry for the long post and please don't take it as me putting a sob story it's the hard truth right now and I never expected for my marriage to be at risk 

*As I am a disabled housewife my PayPal and cash app is in his name but he is by law required to give me time to set up accounts for me in my name so I have the cash app card and the PayPal card for my bills, groceries, and other stuff he only has control over his bank where his money directly goes. I just want to be truthful about anything that may come about.